Something Must Be

Something Must Be
by Oblivious
Something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.

Something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.

Something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.

Something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.

Something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.

Something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
"Let this pain end,"
is all my heart will shout.

Red Lobster Anyone ??

So I am burnt to a crisp. I went to the Coaldale candy parade with my friends Sandy and Lisa V. We hung out at Lisa B's house cause her house was right on the parade route. We helped get all the kids candy. Then we went to the beer gardens for a bit. Thats all it took. Plus stupid drivers tan. I was even getting dizzy and nauses. Surprized I went to work today. I have been lathering on the aloe vera gel and hemp lotion. I am pretty good now. I went for a nap this evening and when I woke up I was no where near as red as I was 3 hours prior. It probably wont tan just fade. Me and Amanda saw Benchwarmers tonight. Its was awesome. I definatly recomend it. Its not my type of movie but it was good. John Header is halarious ( Napolean Dynamite guy). He is going to be that character forever to me now no matter what hes in. So I am downloading a tone of Jem and the Holigrams songs for my friend Robin cause she said she cant find them. I have found about 50 and am trying to download them all. But some of the downloads are from this Welsh singer named .. you guesed it Jem. She is really good So I checked out her website and wrote down all of her other songs and am downloading the rest of the album. She only has one album. She is pretty new. So I dont have a lot to catch up on. She has songs on the Greys Anatomy and The O.C. soundtracks She has an amazing style and sound that is original and hard to pin point. This one song has a wicked bass beat, electric guitar , and an orcestchra. If you know anything about music that is a odd combo but for her it works. Deffinatley check it out. Thats my album/ artist of the week Jem - Finally Woken. I am really excited for the new Justin Timberlake album coming in Sept . His new single "Sexyback" comes out at the end of the month along with a new website . I have herd the song already ( I love the internet). It sounds awesome. The new Christina Agulera song is good too, Aint No Other Man. I just hate looking at the girl. She needs to get rid of the platnium blonde and red lipstick. Some people can pull it off and she is not one of them. I liked her hair with some of the black in it. Her new video is a good concept with the 40's flappers and stuff. I just think she projects it horribley and fake like. But the girl can sing . I wish I did not have to watch crap to hear good music. Kudos on getting rid of the orange skin though Christina . So that was my music review/rant. On another note the Kremers are back from Salt Spring and the Watsons from Thialand, just for the summer though. I am glad they are back. My church felt so empty without them. Now its whole again for now. I think Becky is an amazing person. She and Matt are speeking about their time in Thialand all through July. I got Becky to pray for me . It was awesome and I think is helping with some certain stuff. Well it is late should go to bed. Peace out !

"It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man." - Jack Handy

...... And How !

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Douleur et courage

Mon coeur est cassé encore. Je ne sais pas quoi faire. Je ne pense pas que je peux vivre par ceci une deuxième fois. Tout que je peux faire doit pleurer et pleurer. J'ai essayé ainsi faire dur lui l'excédent mais lui me hante toujours.



Some people are like Slinkies. No purpose but they still bring a smile to your when you push them down the stairs. -Shantelle