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I have nothing real important to say . Just posting to let my fans know I am still here . I want to rant . Like go on a major tangent . But I cant cause you never know who is reading . And I hate that , I just dont want to hurt any feelings . When I am mad at people I let them know and I think and hope they know who they are. I guess that will have to be enough for now . I 'm telling you Vegas can not come soon enough . I am so excited and anxious to get out of here. Its my first real vacation in 2 years . I have not been to Vegas since I was 4 and out of the country since grade ten camping tornado disaster in North Dakota . Another day . Getting some moles removed in a few days. Looking forward to that then again I am not . The only other time I have had stiches is when I had all 4 wisdom teeth out . Wish my landlord would quit being a whore so I can sleep at night . I miss Sarah. TTFN.

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I Thank You ( Joey )
by rebecca st. james

There was a time when I felt
Alone and afraid
But You came close to me
And I’m forever changed

‘Cause something stirred inside me
So much more than I can say

I thank You for believing in me
You’ve given me Your all
Now I’ll never be alone
I thank You
You never stopped loving me
You’ve held onto my soul
And I’m never letting go
Never letting go

Your love is so amazing
Beyond compare
And I can’t imagine life
Without You there

For You have healed my spirit
I’m resting in Your loving care

Something stirred inside me
Something I just can’t deny
For You have healed my spirit
Your mercy has restored my life

Thought of The Day

Quiet Emotions

by Judy Burnette

I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

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P.S.- Retro band of the week -Roxette (any album).

Happiness

happiness

n 1: state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy [syn: felicity] [ant: unhappiness] 2: emotions experienced when in a state of well-being [ant: sadness]

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I think that is where I am right now. I was driving in my car home from The Trench and I felt different but did not know what it was . Then after a few minutes of trying to put my fingure on it , light bulb, I'm happy . Some things have been coming together in the last week that have just put a smile on my face . Dont get me wrong to . It is really hard to deal with to . I know it sounds wierd but just hear me out. I don't know what to do with happiness. It doesnt happen to me very often . S o I am anxious and running around like a chicken with my head cut off, so to speak. I don't know what to do with my self . Plus I never thought that I deserve to be happy to but deep , deep , deep , deep , deep, deep down I know that is not true. Save it Jo . I hope it lasts but always knows it won't. See what I mean, I am upset to cause it wasn't self caused happiness that I started. I have this thing with control. I had no control on this it just happened then I realized it . This is where me and God but heads. He is in control and I can't give that up . I have to be independent with my happiness. I have to do it on my own. I can't always depend on things like friends, family, objects, money, alcohol, cigarettes, food, knives, pills. I got to do it my self. No help that way it means more and I can be free. Thats all I want . This is whats been going on. Most of it has not happened to me but ones I care about . Nothing makes me happier than to see things come together in there lives .

Theres nothing better than seeing a plan come together! Robert Binetruy ( r.i.p.)

1. Jo got a job at Quest . Yeah !! Its only cause I gave her a wicked reference that she doesnt know about . Just jokes. You did it on your own . You had the job before then even called me .
2.I am in California
3. Sihams gone
4. I think I am just now truely over my cold
5. Amber ( landlord ) went to to Hawaii for 2 weeks . She gets wicked migranes due to southern alberta everchanging climate . Glad she could get out of town to take care of herself. She was getting really sick . She may have to move out of alberta .
6. Snow is melting
7. Ashely moved back from Red Deer . She is going through a divorce. Husband cheated. I am happy she is out of that situation and getting her life back plus I missed her
8. Another certain someone is back. Cant say his name cause it might jinkx it . I missed him so much. We might be doing a bible study again that I really miss doing with the gang
9. He is working at Convergys to so I can see him more
10. Asked for my number today and said he would call me
11. No Jo it is not you know who but him and her did break up for good this time . He deserves it . BURN! Cant say names . You never know hows reading .
12. Got a raise and get another one in a month
13. Am going to Vegas and I am so excited
14.Finally told Scotty B. I want to sing . He is working on it for me
15. Found out my destiny in the church and in Christ , I am a prophetess
16. Jo stayed in town
17. Sharon got a new job
18. A certain friendship seems to be getting better
19. A friend is getting what they deserve . That is all I can say .
20. Got a picture today from Hayley that made me smile
21. My arm is healing again
22. Am making a solid effort on my weight
23. I think I will get a big tax return
24. Amanda got a new car , finaly
25. A different Ashley found out what she wants to do with school and is going to Vancouver for it . Good for her .
26. Cousins that are getting married in Vegas are coming to town this weekend and my cousin Faye 's family, Brother Chads family, and other brother Devin are all going bowling Sat. after noon.
27. Yeah for tanning
28. My boss is hot

Well thats a start. Some may seem small and stupid but its the little things that count right. Good night !

100 Things

Fine here it is. I do not even know if I can think of 100 things about me ( that I want people to know) . Time = 12:15

The Basics

1. My middle name is Frances
2. I am 25
3. I am 4'11 but I just say 5 feet even , sounds better
4. I have 3 older brothers
5. I have 3 nieces
6. Hazel eyes
7. Favorite color is green
8. Lucky number is 5
9. Blonde hair
10. I am a christian

Food

11. I hate the taste of water
12. I could live alone on chinese food, seafood and popcorn
13. I only eat bannans if they are green
14. I hate strawberries but love strawberry flavoring
15. I like raspberries and grapes but hate raspberry and grape flavoring
16 . I used to be allergic to poppy seeds, they would make me sneeze, but not anymore
17. I have to eat my food in order and they can not mix or touch on my plate or then its rouined and contaminated
18. Melted chedder makes me choke and hurl , my throat is small and narrow
19 Favorite pop is Dr. Pepper
20. Favorite chips are Nacho Doritoes

P.J.

21. P.J. is my cat
22. She is a girl
23. She is black and white and oh so cute
24. P.J. stands for pounce and jump cause that is all she did when she was younger
25. She is 7 years old
26. I have had her for 5 years
27. She is my first pet ever
28. She is the only one I can truely trust along with my dad and God
29. Her left fang tooth is chipped , long story
30. I love her to death

Entertainment

31. Favorite movie of all time is Annie
32. Favorite band of all time is The Cranberries and Take That
33. I love Justin Timberlake
34. Favorite tv show is LIttle House on the Prairie
35. I met Toby Mac
36. I am related to hockey player Geoff Sanderson for the Pheniox Coyotes
37. Favorite hockey team is the Detroit Red Wings
38. Fav orite player is #10 Alex Delvecio 1952- 1973 ish
39. I hate Survivour and C.S.I.
40. Dream job was to be on broadway

Misc. Stuff Now

41. Other dream job to be a marinbioligist/ oceanographer
42. I can stand on my head
43. I cant spell
44. I think I am dyslexic
45. I hate to read
46. However I love Shakesphere
47. Also The Bible and the latest issue of T.V. Guide
49. I can not type fast
50. I am really good a correcting grammer and structure
51. I have a green belt in karate
52. I used to be allergic to the sun /heat . Anything over 20 degrees celsious and my face would break out in hives and I would hurl if I was out longer than 30 mins . Not as bad but I am still pretty sensitive to it .
53. The only thing I have broken are toes and each one about 4 times
54. Wake up once a year at least with a sprained anckle . Any thoughts as to how this is possible let me know ???
55. I have gone streaking
56. I have done pot and gotten high once but never again
57. I have had acohol posioning. Not fun dont do it . Hospitals now refuse stomach pumping for illegal drugs and acohol. At least LRH does . I learnt that the hard way
58. I was in 4 car accidencts in a year and a half when I was nine . Litteraly it was 2 years before I would even get into a vechile again
59. I saw the ocean when I was 4
60. Same trip went to Disneyland and Phenioex Ar.
61. The only ride I would go on at Disney lad was Dumbo . Mom and I went over and over again for hours.
62. As of a week ago I can wire a light switch . You never learn till you have to do it
63. I failed my drivers test 3 times
64. I can not turn right in to parking spots
67. I get road rage very very easily, you would too if you lived here
68. I am very pertective of the people I care about
69. Hehe 69 get it
70. I am a hermit at heart
71. I am not a morning person , I dont perk up till about 3pm
72. I am a night owl
73. I dont sleep well
74. I used to sleep walk
75. When I am upset or sad I go to bed to sleep it or the day away
76 . I hate dogs but eventually want one
77. Soggy bread annoys me
78. Used to be able to do the splits
79. just did 100 sit ups and will continue to every night
80. I have black outs sometimes even if I dont have a migrane.
81. I get migranes but they are getting better
82. Ever since I had food posioning 2 years ago for the first time the sight of my own blood makes me woozy but not other peoples blood
83. I get a lot of nose bleeds
84. Sorry this one got vetoed about 4 months later
85. I am a virgin , how sad
86 . So close but the end strech is hard
87.............
88. Some times I can be spontanious and adventureious
89. I am a neat freak
90. I have a good sence of humor I would like to think and also that I have been told .
91. Wind scares the hell out of me
92. I have been in 2 tornados
93. I am tired
94. I hate shopping for anything
95. I rather be cold than hot
96. I am not afraid to die
97. Always have to have a tv or radio on in the background no matter what I am doing , I hate silence
98. I am afraid of change
99. I have a temper
100. Piss off I am not spell checking this

It is now 1:15. Not to bad eh . Hope yall enjoy I know that I am pretty lame but even that last 20 were hard to come up with . Thank you and good night . I am here all week. Try the veal and dont forget to tip your waitress.

Bye Sharon / Music

Well Sharon it was awesome working with you and we are all sad to see you go . If I had your oppurtunity though I would Probably go to . We wish you all the best of luck though for you and your family. Keep in touch. P.S. - really appreciate the fact of you careing enough and taking the time to say goodbye. Wink ,wink ,nudge, nudge, your with me on this one !!!

So its been blogging day #2 and it has changed my life. Are you kidding me!!!! Burn blogger.com !
I am upset however that I can not create a post or read my comments at work. Damn surf control . You guys really need to get the album Fort Minor- Rising Tied . It is wicked good . Downloading it right now . It is Mike Shinoda from Linkin Parks side progect. And Jigga Man produced the whole album. Yeah retirement ! That is my album of the week. That might be my new thing is album pics for the month or week. I love music and I have been told that I have an amazing taste in music . I also have quit a selection to be proud of . I think thats good for now. Jo let me know how I am doing. You blogging mentor you !

Peace out

Readit or ill burn you

So I now have a blog. Read it at your own risk. You may not know it, but, right now? I'm burning you!