Money

I hate money I decided. Not really money exactly but what it does to people and its impact on society. We could live without it but it would be very hard. Back in the eighteen hundreads like on Little House on The Praire ( yes thats right it is the best show in the world) Doc Backer was always paid with chickens and potatoes causes its all the people had to give. Now I consider that a rich humble man. It destroys companys, countrys, and most of all family and friends . Unfortuantlly it also determines your stature in society and economics. Get this the richest country in the world the USA insists on having extravagant things. Like say Las Vegas where there is marble this and marble that . But they can not fix all of inerstate # 15 from Montana to Nevada, spanning Idaho, Utah , and Arazona. Thats 18 hours of driveing like your in Saskatchewan. Pot holes so big you get lost like in an alternate universe where that one sock always goes. Wierd eh. I do not wish to be rich. Well I do but in a different way, rich in character that demands deserved respect and honor from others. Rich people are not happy they are just over compinsating for the hardest thing in the world I think to achive, which is happiness or true joy. There is a difference. Thats a whole other blog. I grew up poor. There was so much that I didnt have that others did. I was still blessed and thankful for all I did have though. I vowed thats not how it was going to be once I had the control. So far so good. But I am still not cheap exactly but frugle. I still shop at Value Village not for the cool stuff there but for the prices. For me I can not spend a lot of money on things that just cover me and kept me warm or cool temporarly. After all clothes do not mke who you are if they did then I would spend more money on them. Do not get me wrong I am human too and understand that there may be a favorite sweater that you just cant go without. I just want to encourge all to be wise with there money wheather its spending , saveing, loaning or oweing. I've had a bad feeling lately that something bad is happening to someone I know that is not family. I do not know who yet but money is at the heart of it as well as other issues brought on by money that is all going to come to a head soon . I hope I can find out who and lend a hand if it is right and just that help is deserved. Anyway sorry to bore you guys, just really had to write tonight. Thanks for sticking with me though.