All I Want

Sure getting time off work is great. Getting 2 weeks off is amazing. Leaving Lethbridge is wicked. Getting out of the country is fabulous. Going to Vegas is exciting. But all I really want to do is see my dad. That is the thing I am the most anxious for . I have not seen him since Christmas. I only see him a few times a year. I love him so much. He is my best friend and the only one I can truely trust besides P.J. . I worry about him so much. He is 60 and is a roughneck. We have had many friends of the family die because of that job and I always think he is next. He travels every where to so is at a higher risk of an accident that way to . I do not know what I would with out him. I wish I could die before him so I dont have to go through his death. But then I always said the day he dies is the day I die too .